A bit of personal news to share -- I received a skin cancer diagnosis yesterday. This is my second time. This seems like a good opportunity to talk about secondary cancers (again).
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I see a dermatologist every six months or so. My oncologist urged me to do this a few years ago. Lymphoma patients, he said, have a higher risk of developing secondary cancers like skin cancers. It has to do with out "imperfect immune systems."
My having had Rituxan all those years ago is another factor that increases my risk.
My fair skin, thanks to my Scottish heritage, means I got lots of sunburns as a child, and a few of them were severe. So that's a third risk factor.
Add all of that up, and it means I should pay particular attention to my skin.
Probably 5 or 6 years ago, I started noticing some scaly patches and bumps on my skin, especially on my scalp, forehead, and the backs of my hands. These are called Actinic Keratoses, or AKs. You can read about them here.
My dermatologist finds these every six months (or, more often, I find them and point them out to her), and she zaps them with liquid nitrogen and they go away. About a year and a half ago, I was diagnosed with Basal Cell Carcinoma, a common skin cancer. Had a lesion on my scalp. Had Mohs surgery to have it removed. Took a handsome picture after the surgery. All good.
In September, I had a few AK's removed. One on my scalp started growing back after a while. (This is a different spot than the Basal Cell Carcinoma.) When the growing didn't slow down, I called the dermatologist for an appointment. Took a while to get in to see her, but when she took a look, and I told her it was growing back, she said she wanted to biopsy it. "If it's growing quickly, it might have turned into Squamous Cell Carcinoma." This is a different type of skin cancer -- even more common than the Basal Cell. An AK that is untreated can turn into Squamous Cell -- and that can happen even if it is treated, obviously.
She called yesterday morning. I was getting ready for work, and I didn't recognize the number, so I let it go to voicemail. I thought, "Who the heck is calling me this early?" And then I remembered I was waiting for a call about the biopsy.
The voicemail she left was something like "This is the dermatologist. We have some news about the biopsy. I'll try to get in touch again later."
Now, obviously, this was not good news, or she would have said "Everything looks fine. See you in six months."
I told my wife about the voicemail, and the lack of good news in it. My wife, naturally, doesn't like it when people tell me that I have cancer. But she managed a small joke -- "Didn't give you the news in a voicemail? Little does she know that she's going to end up in the blog for that." My wife knows me well. It's all about generating content when you live your life online.
The dermatologist left two more voicemails before she caught me at a time when I could talk. As I'm writing this, I'm waiting for a call back from the surgery coordinator so we can set up a time to do the Mohs.
A few things I want to focus on here.
First, I'm not very worried about this. If you hadn't noticed, I wasn't waiting anxiously for the call. Didn't even bother to pick it up the first time. Or the second and third times, for that matter. When she mentioned the possibility of Squamous Cell Carcinoma last week, I just assumed that I had it. (In fact, I filled out a survey this week about blood cancers, and when it asked if I'd been diagnosed with a secondary cancer, I said yes, which is true, but when it asked how recently, I said last week, not last year. I just knew. I've done this before.)
But I also have a bunch of you wonderful people to thank for my lack of worry. William, who is a caregiver for his wife, has told me that she has had several Basal Cell and Squamous Cell cancers removed. Shelly has had several melanomas removed. Ian has had "too many to mention." All of those comments could cause me to worry, but they did the opposite, which is what they were intended to do. For many FL patients, secondary skin cancers are just a fact of life. I don't like it, I wish it was different, but here we are.
Second, because they are a common feature of survivorship for many of us, it's a good reminder that having lymphoma, and having treatment for it, can raise our risk of secondary cancers. So while I think it is perfectly legitimate to approach survivorship by putting cancer out of our minds, we can't do that completely. It's a good idea to see a dermatologist regularly. It's a great idea to do regular self-examinations for cancers that can be detected by them. It's a wonderful idea to get regular colonoscopies, mammograms, whatever other screenings that are available. If your oncologist hasn't recommended them, ask them about which regular screenings they would recommend.
The dermatologist says the prognosis is "excellent." Squamous Cell Carcinoma is usually very manageable if it is caught and treated early.
[The surgery coordinator just called back. I have the surgery scheduled in about 10 days. More handsome pictures coming your way.]
Take care of yourselves, everyone. I mean that.