I had my 6 month oncologist appointment today. Everything looks good.
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To be honest, after 13 years of living with Follicular Lymphoma, I get a little less worried with every oncologist appointment. I feel like I know my body so well at this point that I have a pretty good sense of when I should be worried. I can tell when something is wrong.
That doesn't mean I'm never worried, of course. Living during a pandemic has had me worried about all kinds of things. This spring, like last spring, I've been dealing with seasonal allergies, and it's easy to think that a cough and an ache might be from Covid, when it's really from a lung full of pollen on a hilly walk. And I've had some new health issues develop in the last year (different from cancer or Covid) that I am very aware of.
But the cancer symptoms? I feel like I know how they will show up. That doesn't mean I don't worry about them. Just that I don't worry that they'll show up at an oncologist appointment, not the way I would have worried a few years ago.
I got to my appointment early, and was scheduled to get blood work done a half hour before I met Dr. H. The blood work went very quickly, so I was very early to see the doctor. I checked in, and then asked if it would be OK to go to the Peace Garden. The receptionist said that would be fine.
The Peace Garden is a really cool place, and this was the first time I really spent any time there. I see my doctor at a cancer hospital, not a private office. The hospital was built a few years ago with some features that make it nice for cancer patients. One of those is the Peace Garden. It's a small garden on top of a roof at the hospital, with a walking path, some trees, a small stream, and lots of inspirational words painted on rocks and bird houses and other places. Here are a few pictures: